i forgot how i like this. i should get back on it more often, if i can start remembering passwords.

i feel so many emotions right now. and cant take it.

id like life to piece back together.

but i guess that starts with me making an effort to seek out my creator who loves me, by actually open my bible and actually being inspired and motivated to give him glory. not just pretending to or doing it every so often.

thatd be a good start for sure.

I remember one summer at camp or at church or choir or somewhere..someone stressed the point that whatever we do, we need to be intentional about doing it. thats always stuck with me. and my motives.

 I dont want to help someone just so they can be helped. I dont want to help someone for the pure satisfaction of being recognized as “nice”.  I dont want to help someone because someone else has asked me to. I dont want to help someone for any self seeking worldly pleasures. I want to help someone to bring Glory to God. and ohh yes that sounds soo cliche and churchy. but i meaan it…

The quote below was the VG mission statement when I was a sophmore. I want to help someone because i feel a hunger in my heart that i must fed, a fire that i must put out..I want to help someone, (and do whatever i do everyday) intentionally so that geniune worship may be displayed to the greater glory of God and furthering of His KINGDOM.

           So, as i’m starting this tumblr account over ( as i forgot my password and username to my other one haha) I want to start by noting that I am striving to be intentional in whatever i do so that i am always looking to furter Gods kingdom, enjoy life , and bring Him glory.